♥ Date: Sunday, November 20, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
haix.. fan si ren le la.. made mi think of one song.. fan ar fan ar fan dao bu neng hu xi.. haix.. so many things happen seh.. o level finishing le.. den by tt time i shld recover from my 'illness'.. but i dun feel like recovering.. i wanna remain sick.. forever and ever..
recently.. my aunt gave birth to a baby boy.. but his chinese name jing ran shi e same pronounciation as yc de chinese name.. haix.. i was thinking.. " yc.. is he e reincarnation of u? " i was hoping to let it be e truth.. and i guess i will dote on him a lot a lot.. cant imagine tt he will be my cousin.. but shld i be happy or sad i oso dunno.. im afraid wat if he grows up and had e same feature as yc.. alamak.. i muz be damn crazy to think tt way man.. haix..
who can save mi.. i muz be suffering from depression.. feel so lonely seh.. no matter wat jokes or things tt is damn funny.. i oso cant laugh out.. even if laugh oso " HA HA HA " like tt den face back to normal kind.. life is so boring.. no one can pei mi do wat i wan.. i wan to start work as soon as possible to make mi feel occupied.. if not i will go bonkers.. haix..
isit when ppl got le ai qing den dun wan you qing le? i guess muz be it bahx.. can sacrifice everything because of ai qing.. den when it comes to you qing.. haix.. forget it man.. dun feel like thinking bout it.. if not i cry later.. feel so idiotic.. dreamt of my goldfish all died.. and today.. all my goldfish died.. wat if i dreamt of myself dead.. will i die e next day? hmm.. haix.. i feel so negative nowadays..
argh~!! cant seems to do things e right way.. i feel so tired.. bout life.. bout everything.. haix.. idiot..
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