♥ Date: Friday, November 12, 2010
4 weeks down. one more week to go (or probably i should be more specific, 3 and a half more days to go!). ive never had such a stressful placement before, like seriously, this is the worst placement i ever had. the only placement that made me have nightmares at night, emotional breakdown, lose appetite and fear for each working day. thinking back, i really couldnt believe that ive survived that period, especially the first 3 weeks, where im on the verge of failing my placement and everyone's so worried for me. am glad that ive picked myself up on week 4 and things are so much better now! (although i think i still lack a lot of things and have a lot to improve on)
in fact, another thing to feel happy about is that this is the last placement! i cant wait to go back to school but that will mean there's gonna be more projects and assignments to do. but attachment is driving me crazyyyyyyy. and the fact that i have to be on high alert everyday really makes me feel very tired. been sleeping on the bus on the way to work and on the way back home, till now my neck feels so strained.
just hope nothing goes wrong during the next 3 and a half days. pray for me ppl! =D
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