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finally went for the epa practice today. been a lazy bumbum and pon them all. finding all sorts of excuses for myself. haha watever it is, it did clear a few doubts i had for ultrasound so not too bad. plus meeting of zhiyi they all! haha been long(:

partying and partying. but i got no photos! roars im still sad that my phone died on me. its been a year alr. sobsob. and no one is online to send photos to me! ROARS christmas means dun need come online mehh. HUH irritating piece of shit one by one. christmas big ah. hur

ohh mentioning tt. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. HAHA.

this is actually the official first year tt im celebrating christmas. seriously ive never been so into christmas before until this year. its a year to havocccccc. hahaha but im so broke! ahh *pulls hair* plus i lost heavily on mahjong today. blah blah its a lousy day. not tt my skills not good ok. jus tt lady luck is not with me. and i realised the seat tt ive sat on previously is a good seat ok. cos when having a second round, ppl started winning. though i lost rahhhhh. like wat ive said, lady luck is not with me. sobsob

partying with mark's frens are fun. they super amusing. haha but everyone drop dead pretty soon. hur slept all e way till morning. and partying with sec school clique is super fun too. though they are obsessed with the little nyonya which i condemn totally cos i think its kinda stupid. but i still managed to get them to play the level 0 to level 7 game! haha damn fun. especially when both me and karen got ki siao out of e sudden. we practically went crazyyy. ok wait. ki siao = crazy. sighh ignore my usage of words. hahaha

and cos no one is online to send me photos, so i kop from jia's blog. MUHAHAHA clever me.



group photo. she only post those glam ones. hahahaha



and this is super nice! one of e best shots. we finally succeeded after millions of tries. lol

anyway gift exchange! im so loved by all my frens. tsktsk happy girl in e world!

and yesterday went vivo and marina barrage with mark. next time shall fly our kite there. its super windy and if tt stubborn kite still choose not to fly, we shall chuck it away and get a new one! woots!

enjoy the remaining 10mins of christmas ppl(:

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im sorry for not taking a good look at you for the past few months. im at fault and i sincerely apologise for it. i know ur existence really. i didnt mean to neglect you nor treat u as invisible. sometimes i do scold you but that was for ur own good. but i do praise you at times didnt i? but watever it is, please do not do any silly stuffs again ok. you are scaring me.

my dear fish, im glad that u had chosen to jump out of e fish tank attempting to commit suicide because today is e day tt i had finally taken a close look at you. you've grown up! so big and humongous tt u freaked me out totally. but please for god sake dun jump out again. u wun be so lucky e next time though. u shld feel glad tt i chose not to go school today for e practise session. if not u shld be dead by now and your fate will be sealed. you scared e hell outta me and i swear half of my life is gone seeing you suffering without ur precious water.

so now u have experiment how high a level u are living at now, please be obedient and swim in ur cosy little tank. if not ur grave will be at the smelly rubbish chute which u wouldnt wan urself to be at. terrible fish arent you. thats not a way to test if u are having any haemorrhagic condition alrights. i wun be doing EPA stuffs on you despite the nearing of my exams so no worries eh(:

finally having my holidays! though not exactly cos when school reopens, i will be starting exams! how great woots. been playing alot these few days. night cycling, advanced christmas celebration, advanced celebration for amanda's birthday, my sister 21st birthday party. and tonight meeting of my lovelies juli and yl=D

haven got enough sleep. too much things to do alr. and the guai kia me skipped the practise session today due to plain laziness. but hey, i saved my fish! haha. ok the guai kia me is gonna start studying alr. feeling guilty for not going school. haha will have more updates after christmas. plus photos too! realised my blog looks very wordy. plain laziness again to upload photos! hahaha ciaos`

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hectic week for me. maybe one day i should really jus chop off my legs and stop running ard so tt i can be a guai kia, staying at home to mug and spend more time with my parents. im glad ive survived today even though i really wanted to kill myself before i step into the examination room. the result of underestimating the time tt i have.

its getting from bad to worse and to bad at e moment. i had smth in mind alr and im surprised by how i can accept this situation. it seems like e sky is gonna fall any moment but im still taking it easy. amazing isnt it. i guess its really true that as one grows older, one gets more open-minded. taking things at his/her own stride.

been thinking alot lately. i would have rather both be happy, even if it would have mean an internal emotional toil in everyone. it hurts to hear the word hate, to hear how the dislikes come about. nonetheless, i still hope that the recent communication with each other would have release some tension and knock some sense into any of us.

it has always been going on. jus tt we chose to ignore it and tot tt it will never ever become something so serious. but it turned out to be so, though. when everything accumulates, jus one small trigger will cause a big mess out of it. stupid and senseless. its all inside one's temper and how one handles the situation. everyone's at fault. i dun deny mine too. but i guess e most important thing is still communication afterall. bearing with it will make things worse. but not considering other people's feelings doesnt help much either. it could have been how we react to certain things in life that cause such a big issue. and when both had e mindset that both are 'that' kind of pattern, it remains, forever. until one day, when finally, both decided to sit down and have a good heart-to-heart talk, may the misunderstandings or wat-so-ever be resolved. but i doubt so. its gonna be e last time, maybe not for sure, but 90%.

isit that as time passes by, disapproval comes along and destroy that little love that is left between two person? so much so that every little thing will lead to a whole lot of arguments and putting down of each other. it sucks but the hack-care attitude makes it unbearable. i see the agony in e eyes and feel the pain that both are going through. ive reflected, ive commented, ive done watever tt i could have done. but its still not up for me to decide.

its always amazing to see how two ppl meet, fell in love at first sight, and decide to be with each other for e rest of their lifes. i always admire those loving old couples, still holding hands to support each other when walking or getting up/down the stairs. i ponder over wat's the thing tt makes their relationship so strong even when their hair turns grey. wanting to grow old together with each other? or to fufil the marriage vows tt they had taken decades ago? profound and i couldnt fathom.

irregardless, i hoped for e best outcome and i will welcome any form of talks anytime. even if i would have sacrificed my studying like yesterday, im willing to listen(:

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