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yay im back from malaysia! haha. and i had fun dere larhh. XDXD

okay lotsa photos taken.

friday stayover at a relative's house at batu pahat and saturday up to GENTING!

first hotel have to walk damn far larhh. and need to take two lifts somemore. so troublesome but only stay for one night so its okay larh. bear wif it lor!

after e first lift need to walk this long pathway to another lift.



ahh paiseh got ppl in front of mi. LOL.



second lift to third floor.



TADA. my room number =D



yongsheng and mi. haha. outside e theme park.



mi and jiaqi.



yay. one of my favourite ride! e flying dragon. =D



while waiting for yongsheng. mi and yongjie.



oh did i mention bout watching the concert of tsai chin? haha. okay i noe its kinda weird to watch her concert but her voice is damn nice can! haha. but ard mi was all aunties and uncles larh. lol.



thats e hand for her concert. its cute and big can.



back to e theme park. flying chairs! my fav too. but first timers will get giddy larh. hahaha.



okay this is e dunno-wats-the-name. lol. played a lot of times le. and its SO EXCITING. XD



a clearer picture of wat it is. is those that will chiong all e way up and down wif high pressure and stuffs lidat that. can feel that ur heart is stopping!



well it started raining so we find a shelter and wait for e rain to stop. can u see e clouds behind us! LOL. DAMN COLD LARH. =.=







haha. i told him to smell e butt. haha! =x



inside the small little train while waiting for e rain to stop.



yongjie and yongsheng.



and we went to e dinosaur land. =)



why are u looking mi like that? haha.



first attempt to get a grp photo! but failed.



second attempt fail again larhh. =((



so ended up taking three at a time! haha.





okay e rain stopped and we took this. MIKE. im damn scared of this larh. =.= so scared that it will drop. haha. ya and of course i made lotsa noise inside. and kept grabbing ppl's hand. LOL.





i wanted to play this. but need to take care of jiaqi so din get to play. boohoo.



okay e tickets to theme park. haha.



at the hotel wif yongsheng.



my ah ma and mi! er okay my uncle is behind. ahaha.



ah ma and her grandchildren! =D

the second hotel!



my room number!



my ah ma and mi went to watch this magic show called mysteria while the rest went to casino. wah the show is damn nice!



the free tickets to mysteria!

the last day at genting



we went to K! karaoke i mean. haha.



mi and my dad.



mi and my mum

and i din noe that my uncle can sing so well larh. wah lao eh. his voice is damn nice. haha. but so sian cos i sore throat plus cough so cant sing tt much! RAH.

back at my ah ma house.



mi and yongjie.



mi and jiaqi



okay e three of us!



ahhh i jus find this pic nice. haha. dun u think that he looks cute here. LOL. but at other times. er no. =x

er. haha. one small video that yongsheng took. lol. a bit lame but its kinda fun larh. haha. see how 'fascinated' are we of the underwear. haha. anyway forget about the first part on jiaqi larh. cant be bothered wif her. hahaha. =x



okay the end. =)



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oh can u imagine i killed a cockroach jus now? hahahah. =D

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raining whole day larhh. =.= singapore miss mi too much isit. haha! and yes im going off to malaysia in an hours' time.

training and after tt met wif karen for lunch. well acc her to see e email. haha. really look like e spaghetti larh. haha. its gross i know. (:

okay anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVETTE! hahaha. ytd was celine's. today's yvette's. hurhur. and ya both celebrations will be postponed till i come back. lol. yay im so dua pai. *smug

aiya im tired of blogging. =x okay well saw another cockroach sturggling to get up cos it is being overturned and of course im laughing at it. HAHA! stupid cockroach. been lying down dere for hours huh. WHO ASK U TO COME MY HOUSE. LOL. before u succeed in getting up, u will be thrown out of e window first. hahahahah. TOO BAD STUPID COCKROACH. hurhur. so can u see how much i hate cockroaches. eeek so disgusting. maybe if cockroaches came in different colours, i might not hate it that much. like if i see a blue cockroach or maybe purple. ehh hot pink? hahahha. oh flying cockroaches will be best. den u will see lotsa different colours of cockroaches flying ard. woah so interesting rite. LOL.

okay im done with cockroaches. shall continue wif it if i see another cockroach when i come back home. hahaha.

peeps take care! im off ciaos` =D

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visited my grandma this morning. haha. and i lost my way dere. =.= reached there and had my breakfast. hahaha. stayed for two hours and went to school to hand in e result slip. cos rehana send an email ytd larh. so fierce lor. =.= e fonts so big den somemore so many colours. type until like if never hand in den will kena retain tt kind. haha. ya so met up wif juli and went to sch together.

den got a bit crazy cos we stayed dere in a classroom to do homework. yea the feeling of studying promos was dere. LOL. and when i wanted to go toilet, i saw something. sigh. its a cockroach larh. stupid. i wonder why i kept bumping into cockroaches. im not even a cockroach can.

den got a bit sian-ed so went tampines cos this noob wan to buy slippers. haha. spent quite some time in this shop trying this and that. and yay she bought a new slipper. =D

oh anyway on our way to tm rite. i saw this table full of pirated vcds. and its PORN LOR. wah lao eh. so disgusting can. =.= and somemore its a young guy selling it leh. oh my wats wrong wif this society. den saw this funny guy playing intruments. he wrote a cardboard stating that this is his first time having a concert ard e world. den dunno wat music is meant for communication blah blah and some racial harmony stuffs. haha. well he looks like alex toh. SO COOL CAN. like i dun think anyone is willing to do tt in public larh. first time seeing this. haha so interesting.

last thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELINE! haha. so sorry ah. cant celebrate ur birthday today. haha gotta wait for mi to come back from malaysia. lol. but guess u muz be having fun somewhere larh hor. hurhur. enjoy on this special day okay! (:

ahh goin malaysia tmr le. dun miss mi ahhhhh. haha XD


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you interested in modelling?

someone jus asked mi tt. LOL. i rejected leh. BISH. but anyway dun really think its reliable larh. a lot of people got conned by this okay. im not THAT stupid. haha. but well not trying to pin point anyone. and i admit tt i gave her fake info bout myself. =x hahhaa. hey like who cares. i dun even noe who she is and she dun even noe who i am. like hello? im gonna trust a stranger? tsk.

i gotta say that these few days are sort of a new year for cockroaches. cos all of them are coming out from their dirty little house to MY HOUSE. like i dun have red packets for u all so better get out of my sight!! MIKE. im SO DAMN FREAKED OUT. can u imagine having to see 10 over cockroaches in jus three days? wat the hell can. some idiot open e window and jus nice people come and spray e rubbish chute. and TADA cockroaches came running towards my house cos e windows are open so widely as if we are welcoming them into my house for a tea of something. sigh.

last episode of devil beside you is so A can. wah R21 leh. =.= hahah. okay thats not e main point.

main point is that my house got cockroaches running here and dere when im sleeping or bathing or outside e house. cockroaches = biggest fear of anna. so if u wan to scare mi den jus get a cockroach. BUT if i cry den u MATI. LOL.

i have a dangerous house. but luckily im going malaysia soon! yay. pray that they will all be gone when i return. =(

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ahhh so tired. been doing lotsa things so din blog. haha. well i got my new phone! XDXD nice leh and thanks Elyrean Ablone Zealaezi for the info of the two phones. LOL. actually wan write your full name one lor den u dun let mi. =.= ITS OKAY WAT. dots.

anyway ive tidied up my room! now is so damn clean can~ hahahah. cos this whole year rite, my room is very messy and full of rubbish. lol. and it got worse during promos. sigh. and i dumped all my clothes into e cupboard. initially is all over e place. hahah =x

i still think that i suck at floorball! okay ignore that.

hmmm jus came back from jia's house cos i went dere to continue watching the devil beside you! WAH LAO. so nice and sweet and romantic and yadayadayada. mike i think i should stop watching this kind of shows but i cant cos its jus so nice larh. make mi love and at the same time hate this show. seems so stupid. =.=

im getting sick. pls don cos im going malaysia soon. aiyo irritating!

been so long already. and i guess i have a lot to tell u bah. hey carisa. i hope that u are doin fine too. and maybe its about time to discuss bout some stuffs regarding us also. we have been dragging this issue for almost a year and i really do want to get a solution out one way or another. one thing that made mi feel that we can still be like before is when i see ur tag. ya its today. the main point is that u tagged mi today. puzzled? thats a small secret between mi and karen. well. im really glad and relieved the moment i saw ur name down dere. i dunno whether u will be reading this whole chunk of words but i jus wan to let u noe that ive seen wat u have written. but i can tell u that u are wrong because u have not been forgotten at all.

thats all bah. been kinda lazy to type cos i kept typing the wrong alphabet. so fed up. haha. (:

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somehow i feel that im a sinner. or maybe im jus too sensitive. but the timing and all is jus so right. or perhaps its a premonition and i din even notice that. right now i jus wan to apologise. though i noe that it wun change the past.

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devil beside you is DAMN NICE LARH. wah laoooo. i dun mind buying the vcd and watch it over and over and over again! XDXD

anyway only watch till episode 5. i know its very slow. =.= but dunno why larh. that particular disc got prob leh. like it will pause and play kind. den i watch till very pek chek. cos got a lot of scenes is very touching one lor. den it pause and play. den e whole atmosphere no more liao. and i watch till wan to sleep. but its funny oso larh cos when it pause at the wrong time rite. i can see e unglam side of them. =x so i can laugh at them. HAHA!

its so nice. damn nice. and i think im gonna buy IF i got e money. sigh. which is impossible larhh. LOL. of course will buy other more impt stuffs rite. haha.

yay im getting my new handphone sometime this week! love my daddy. =D

something is so wrong wif my speakers and now i cant listen to songs. boring larh. use comp without listening to songs is too quiet for mi. sigh plus tmr got physical training somemore still got training AFTER training. oh man. but im meeting dear xiang ping tmr! YAY. miss her sososo much. like ever since my birthday den nv see her already! i miss my damai friends.

watched project superstar. and got one contestant call weijian leh. eeek. i prefer e first PS de weijian. LOL. yes im bias so wat? bleah. HOHWEIJIANDERRICK <3<3 9pm show got one song is he sing one. yay. im beginning to think that im getting out of point. okay i admit that this entry has no main point at all. haha. sorry for wasting your time reading to this no main point entry. LOL. oh nono main point is on devil beside you! sigh and i din noe i type all e way to weijian like no link. haha. ehhh yihao take care of urself ah. (: well. cos yongquan wants his name up here too. haha so im jus gonna type. give you a BIGGER font size larhh. see i so good rite! XD

CHIN YONG QUAN.

so weird larh. i almost forgot ur surname. =.= hahah. okay dere you go. =D

- seems like everyone is into depression mode. mike! something is sosososo wrong -

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=.= so tired from training. and very stress u know! mike. and today got new drill larh. and im like totally blurred by that drill. so complicated. and i jus gotta realise that i suck at floorball. sigh. or maybe i din go for lotsa trainings thats why. oh no. maybe i sucked at it right from e start. mike!

anyway jus gonna put in more effort bah. and i realised that not only mi joanna and yanyan have e same tots. syahida too! we feel e same stressful-ness. lol.

oh i saw zhiyi at tsh! haha. so surprised to see her dere. and im like. AHHH ZHIYI!! LOL. den i tot she will be surprised to see mi too lor. in the end never. =.= haha. cos she saw mi long time ago and jus that i din notice her. haha.

and i dunno why maybe my suay-ness came back. on the way home, its bright and sunny. but when the bus is bout to reach e bus stop that im alighting, it seems that its gonna rain anytime. so i decided to walk extremely fast so as not to get drenched. cos im kinda sick today. as in i got sore throat. sigh. anyway e moment i alight rite, it started to rain. woah. wat a good timing eh. =.= im sian-ed already cos i dun have an umbrella with mi and i so dun wanna get drenched larhh. but there is no shelter all e way from the bus stop to my house. and guess wat? i walked in the rain all e way back to my house like hello? instead of feeling sorry for mi, the rain became heavier larh. and im like half km away from my house? well so when i reach my block, i can see water dripping down from my fringe. and like thoroughly wet.

reached home and watch da chang jin instead of bathing first. hahaha. so my house floor is full of water. LOL.

den i went bedok wif my mum. okay i noe that my mum is pretty thats why jus a few metres away from my block rite. there is this old uncle walk past in front of us and he saw us. den he wanted to say hi to my mum noe! but he paiseh lor. hahahah. i find that scene damn funny cos i saw his hand gesture trying to say hi. =.= and my mum got freaked out and when we walk past him rite. he followed behind my mum so near larh. den im thinking

eh u touch my mama den i anyhow kick you. so you wun have fathers' day! muahhaha. XD

HAHA. and ya i notice that a lot of ppl kept looking at my mama lor. yesyes i noe she is pretty. haha. well this leads mi to thought of smth that my dad told my mum some time ago.

dere's this time where we went out together and well dere were still guys looking at my mum then. and my mum, trying to make my dad jealous, told him that got guys see her pretty den keep looking at her. and i tot that my dad would pretend that he din hear anything or give her that jealous face. but he din. instead he was so happy and told my mum " this shows that i got taste. *smug* "

so sweet rite. LOL. but a bit mushy lor. still say in front of mi like wth. goosebumps coming out already can. haha.

and yay. im gonna try to chiong finish da chang jin today. and double yay cos tmr im going to jia house to watch e devil beside! =D

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went out today wif juli. and zhiyi pangseh! haha. actually was supposed to do homework. but ended up watching the grudge two instead. haha. we are hardworking de okay! jus cant seems to resist the temptation of the cinema at second level. lol.

anyway i realised that i wasted my money watching that. cos its simply e same as ju-on. as in they jus change it to english version larhh. =.= and got less than 15 people watching that show. the cinema so empty can. haha. and got one scene juli blurted out one sentence " wah they so pretty den become so unglam " haha. i burst out laughing. i dunno why. feel that this sentence is extremely funny. and i cant stop laughing. hahaha. wahh but edison die! wah lao eh. why he die. haha. juli say he not shuai in tt movie. i agree oso but i think he look more shuai when he die tt time. oh man. im so sick. =.= haha.

after tt intended to do homework cos feel a bit guilty le. but ended up we started chatting larh. hahaha. should never put e two of us together. cos we wun do work at all. lol. so went home after tt. did nth much today. haha.

tmr got training and woah. im still not sleeping. haha. and msn always got a problem wif mi. always dun let mi send msg to recipients. den i gotta resort to using handwriting. and i realised ive got a good handwriting! hahaha! yihao's handwriting is BAD. LOL.

anyway jia ah. i noe how u feel. cos ive been thru it too. though not as serious as yours. but that feeling jus sucks so much. anyway pw is over le so dun care bout it le larh. pw is jus some freak that created it. cheer up okay! haha.

been playing msn games lately. oh my. cos ive got no other games to play. my comp is too lag. and i dunno wat the hell is happenning that everytime i tried loading the audition, it jus restart my whole comp. =.= so bo bian can only play msn games. ahhh. anyway ppl can come find mi play okay. help mi kill my boredom lehh. hahah.

anyway yihao threatened mi to write his name on my blog. okay there u go.

CHEW YI HAO.

done. happy? (:

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went to school for I&R thingy. and because of that i missed the floorball training. =.= well actually wanted to go for the training though. wanting to get back my passion. after training was supposed to go for cip but din go oso. cos yvonne not going and i will be like so solrang. somemore my name is not submitted so its okay that i backed out last minute bah. hah.

rained heavily again. waited for bus 89 together wif sheng hui cos i dun wan to get drenched again. got a feeling that im falling sick soon. so better take care of myself first. so took that bus all the way to hougang inter. and cos im soo hungry so i called juli down and we went for lunch together. happy! cos i ate food that i like. =.= cant believe that im so easily satisfied. haha.

anyway, i seriously think that i got stm. i can forget things so easily. and ytd i tot that i will be in a damn bad mood today cos of wat happened. but it didnt turn out that way. maybe thats one good thing. at least i wun vent anger on people who have no idea of wat is going on.

shouldnt have gone to hazirah's blog. =.= cos she typed my name dere wanting mi to do these questions. hah anyway im bored too larh so dun mind doin.

1. Are you single, taken or crushing? eh single. haha. single rocks okay. =D

2.Are you happy with your life now? hmm not really. i still think that dere is no meaning in my life. hah.

3.When you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him/her fast? maybe? but experiences told mi not to. lol.

4. Have you ever had your heart broken? ya i guess so. o.O

5.Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? NO! its nv acceptable to me but for others i dunno. its kinda stupid.

6.Would you take someone back if he cheats on you? like no? i wun let e same person hurt mi twice. haha.

7.Have you ever talked about marriage with another before? ya ofcourse! haha its fun toking bout issues like that.

8.Do you want children? YESYES. children are cute dun u think so? hahaha.

9.How many? eh 2. preferably 1 girl 1 boy. and mus be girl first larh! haha. and no im not sexist. its cos of some stupid reasons. =.=

10.Would you consider adoption? ya maybe. adoption is fine for mi.

11.If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his
feelings? ehh. i dunno. haha. jus any way that seems easier for him? haha dun really mind though. (:

12.Do you enjoy getting into a relationship? sometimes yes. but at times no. haha. but now i still think that being single rocks. haha. =P

13.Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did? eh? wat kind of question is this? haha. =.=

14.Do you believe in love at first sight? hmmm. guess so. ive not encounter that before. but i do believe dere is such a thing because my sis is a very good example. haha.

15.Are you romantic? not sure though. hahaha. oh man its so embarrassing to answer this question. haha.

16.Do you believe you can change someone? never tried that but i will nv try changing anyone. because u like people for who they are isnt it? it doesnt really make sense if u change someone to e way u wan him/her to be. its jus not e same person who attracts you in e first place anymore.

17.Do you give in easily when you're fighting? depends on situation? if i got e feeling that i might win den i wun really give in. haha. =x

18.Do you have feelings for someone right now? eh nah.

19.Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up? eh nope. haha cos i dun even have e chance to. so sad rite. lol.

20.Have you ever broken a heart? i dunno. maybe bah. because so far no one told mi ive broken their hearts. if cruel den maybe cos ive heard it somewhere before. haha.

21.If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do? LOL. okay ive discussed this before with karen. haha. and ya i will jus backed out bah.

22.Are you missing someone right now? eh YESYESYES. im missing all my friends!! xD

okay done. anyway thanks guys for consoling mi. im fine now i guess. haha. and wo niu ahh. people ytd too sad to tok on phone. lol. sorry okay. hee. =)

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i could have flooded my whole house today. ya chen jian guang u are sOoOo right. smth bad really happen today. sigh.

and all your fault. it happened on mi like wth? hahaha. anyway hope nth bad happen to u today cos its a special day for u rite. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

basically ive got nth more to say. since u want it that way den fine. i dunno why i cant do things that u can do. its so unfair. and jus because of ur stress so it means that u can vent them on mi? like hey. im not anybody else. im your daughter for goodness sake. and u invade my privacy like hello? dun u noe that if u wan mi to respect u den u gotta respect mi first? and do u need to roar when u are standing like 5cm away from mi ONLY? i really cant stand you. u think that deducting my pocket money will actually help isnt it. okay lor. den deduct all you wan. e most i jus die of hunger or wat lor. since you dun even care bout my existence.

if that is the case den why go to e extend of doing so many things when you ruin my mood and everything? so u think u can make up for e hurt that u have brought to mi? im sorry. i dun think i can recover so soon ya. i dun wan to detest you. but i really felt maligned because u insist on things that i did not do at all. and u blame mi for stupid things. u scold mi over little things. u jus wan to find faults in mi jus for e sake of scolding someone. i really dunno wat u wan. is it that fun to scold people anyhow when they did not do anything that deserve the scoldings? if that is e case den can i scold u too? can i roar and stare angrily at you wif the damn big eyes? oh no no no. i will be chased out of the house. because thats how the things work. and i might jus get a tight slap right on my face.

unreasonable. yea thats wat u are good at. and thanks for letting mi noe that this family doesnt contain any warmth that any child would desire to have. i hate going home. because i dun like the feeling of stepping in and the first thing is to get scolded. i dun like to see all the faces showing mi that living in this house is equivalent to living in hell. and i finally understand why u gave birth to mi. thanks to that sentence u said.

tag replies :

yongquan : i never drag u into the water! haha. u were already inside wat. =P and u pure and innocent? =.= den i mus be an angel already. hahaha. XD

zapper : MIKE! dun put mi and yongquan together can. hahaha. we are not e same type of people. lol.

yihao : wahh. publicise ur blog thru mine? hahaha.

kor : haha ya lor. 1am consider early leh. hah.

my heart shattered into the pieces
though its not the first time but as i grow up, more pain is inflicted on mi wif the same tone and words
its not the same anymore
everything change and i do agree that people change too
to such an extent that i cant take it no more

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waited for one and a half hour to get photobucket to load finish.



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2nd attempt passed. haha. actually oso fail lor. cos my face kena cut half den karen face oso a bit cut. LOL.

and yihao. dun scare my fren. anyway juli, u can pretend that they are not dere. haha. (:

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today shall post some happier things bah. since dear karen ask mi to. haha.

ehh ya bout kl's birthday. haha. watched the convenant tog. and e who very shuai! shuai = handsome. haha. okay his real name is steven strait. AHA. but i prefer L in deathnote! XD

and i missed first episode of project superstar. like how can i miss that! im a very supportive fan of project superstar OKAY! and i missed that like hello? why i forget to watch. sigh. but anyway ytd watched e second episode. damn funny larh! hahaha. oh my god. i muz admit that those people out there really got e courage to go for e audition. and some noob shit sing until so terrible still say himself better than other contestants who got into e next round. like PUI can. i rather listen to a mute singing than to listen to him.

but i guess i still prefer the 1st batch than this current batch. cos previous batch got weijian ma! hahaha. i bias larh cannot isit. bleah.


basically today is jus one boring day. morning got training till 10 lidat den go home rot le lor. and wanted to upload photos but photobucket has a problem wif mi. so i cant upload photos now. and my tagboard too. so gonna reply here bah.

kor : ehh nope. he is one year younger than us. why?

zapper : hah. nah. dun wan to be attractive. anyway thanks for that. will cheer up soon and u so busy already so why dun u fork out e time to clean up ur room instead? i dun wan to help u. haha.

yanling : hhaa. will try de. thanks noob (:

juli : wah really ah? haha. mine oso screwed. like a fool. and ya yongquan wants to noe u. haha.

yongquan : haha. wei. u will scare her away i tell u. LOL.

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fine i screwed my op so dun come asking mi hows my op because i might jus ignore you or flare at you. so shut up and continue reading if u wan. if not jus click the close button because i dun even care if dere is people reading my blog already.

but anyway thats very nice of pierre cos he told mi i did fine during Q and A which turned out to be a big disaster actually and im so damn pissed at myself because ive practically no idea how to answer the questions though its like SO SIMPLE. get that point? simple questions and i cant answer. how great is that?

wif that i can refer you to the entry on 7th november.

anyway acc syahida to buy floorball stick and i kind of regretted buying my stick so early because there is much more nicer sticks in tiasa now. and she almost bought the stick that i like so much. trying to make mi jealous. haha. well in the end she bought another one. and she actually met her primary school fren called yi ru. haha. i tot he is a mix blood larhhh. turn out that he's a chinese. like hello? he looks more like a malay as compared to chinese. =.= ahhhh. and i told syahida smth bout him! XD

went home and fell asleep halfway while watching vcds. and dunno why larhh. im so busy attending to so many things. be it sch stuffs or family stuffs or frens stuffs. i kind of felt so tired and i seriously need a break from all these. im not some superwoman or girl or watever u wan to call that. but everything seems to be so wrong and i need to get them right one way or another. im so helpless because i cant seem to express my inner tots to anyone. all of them have their own problems and i dun feel good adding on more problems to them like as if my problem is THAT easy to solve. so maybe i should jus pretend that its my random mood swings. ahhhh WATEVER LARH! im jus a problematic child.

ahh fuck.

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im glad that you are fine. and you scared the hell out of me. =.= but well its indeed scary to be at 12th storey.

this year is a real bad year. ive never seen so many death cases in such a small period of time. and im really glad that you are not added into the list. maybe it will be better for him this way rather than continuing to suffer in this ugly world. he is such a nice guy and yet he is being treated that way. and why do heaven make good guys die at such a young age? why cant it be all the bad guys instead? its so damn unfair. freak.

finally understood why people say that the older you get, the lesser friends you have. im sad that you din managed to pass this hurdle but nonetheless, i hope that you will be happy in another world. no more sufferings like wat you went thru when you are still alive. rest in peace. (:

2004 - yc
2005 - mg
2006 - kh
2007 - ?

i pray that i will never have to fill in anymore names beside the year which my friends had left mi. and to somewhere far, never coming back.

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IMH today for the birthday bash. haha. quite okay larh i can say. but most of the time im jus eyeing the food. hahaha. =x but well i realised that there are lots and lots of cute aunties and uncles. haha. for example one auntie. is like mi and yan ling went over and sort of talk to her den she started dancing. though a bit dunno wat to do but got try to dance wif her. however still a bit awkward cos veh paiseh so jus dance dance a little bit and den she sat down. haha and she is very cute looking too! (:

had this specially made balloon hat from one of CCU. haha. so nice of him to make one for mi. and of course i brought it home =D and im pretty amazed by the magician. cos there is this section on magic shows and im like woah-ing all the way. haha. so interesting and its tempting mi to learn magic tricks. haha.

and i love auntie grace! hahaha cos she say i pretty. XDXDXD im like so happy larh after she said that. hahaha. yay she is my fav auntie now. LOL.

was quite tiring after the whole celebration. though i din really do much things dere. and im like so hungry. haha. but luckily there is still lots of leftovers so we ate them. and i guess i took quite a lot of food though at that point of time i dun really feel the hunger anymore. maybe cos i hungry till full? hahah. ya my stomach is always lidat. lol.

towards the end before we went home, we took photos together wif achievers. and i took 3 balloons wif mi oso. haha. and i feel so noob cos the balloons are like occupying so much space and i have difficulty in alighting the bus larh. lol. cos its peak hour and a lot of people board the bus. but i think most of them scare that e balloons will burst so they give way to mi u know. hahaha. next time i shall bring balloons everywhere i go so people wun block my way! HAHA. =x

anyway some photos we took over the weekend last week. haha. i know its very lag to upload it here now. haha.





got gentle girl inside! haha. oh why i call her gentle girl? cos she is gentle larh. hahaha. okay lame. =.=



on our way out of sentosa



oh this is on sat during our first visit to IMH. den we went chomp chomp for dinner. haha. first time seeing this damn big cup of sugar cane. (:

more photos next time if i can get them earlier. haha.

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yet another op dry run today. sigh. a bit sian-ed but i dunno why my timing like getting lesser and lesser. so ended up taking two slides from jasper so as to reach my 5 minutes. =.=

den stayed in school till 6 plus cos if i go home i sure got nothing to do. so i decided to be tingmei group's audience. haha. obviously im bored there cos ive got nothing to do but just staring into space or something like that. but towards the end when juli presented her part, the atmosphere in tutorial room seems better as all of us are trying to help her on projecting out her voice loud. haha. well at least something for mi to do rather than rotting dere. (:

and that colin cheong ah. keep making fun of people u know! when i present den he say my voice not loud enough like ^$#&$%#^$%! den keep wanting mi to project my voice making mi pek chek cos pizza is here already and i so wanna eat my lunch but he is delaying my lunch time. =.= and he is still e same as before! sigh cant stand him. well maybe i should really see if dong shu hua is that pretty not. -.-

but well. i complained smth to him. which at least made mi feel a little better though it doesnt really help much. sigh. and i jus cant believe that she will get a better grade?! like MIKE! HOW CAN LIDAT! i damn buay song can and im not very happy with this kind of results.

anyway after school went to white sands and have dinner with yanling. oh man. its disastrous eating their dessert. juli and mi tried once and i dun really have any good comments on their dessert. however ive decided to gif it one more chance and order ice kachang wif yanling. and guess wat? it turned out to be equally DISASTROUS. =.= well we requested for more flavours to be added on the ice and u noe wat she add? she actually added more CONDENSED MILK. like OH MY GOD. the taste is damn bad. really really bad. and further more they put the corn at e bottom of the ice kachang. sigh. i tot its supposed to be on top?! like normally its on top right. and i so hate the taste of corn. because i simply jus hate eating corns can. hahaha. such an agony eating that dessert. and towards the end, we jus mix everything together and when yanling took one spoonful of it, i accidentally spurted out one sentence

wah the colour so disgusting. look like shit colour. [in chinese]

and yanling jus 'BOO' everything out and we started laughing like nobody's business. haha. after that we never touch the bowl of desserts anymore. haha. and ya have lotsa fun when buying sushi and oso on the way home. and stop eating le larh yanling. u are getting FAT. HAHA. (:

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din know that today is the submission date for op slides. =.= haha. actually i dun even noe need to submit e slides larh. until jasper told mi. well anyway i jus cant be bothered to check my mails. thats why it ended up with hundred over unread mails. and still counting. haha.

well din do much today except going to library and print out the slides plus a dry run without colin cheong. and i felt quite screwed in library jus now. lol cos i printed the wrong slides and when jasper took over, he print wrong oso larh. hahaha. so ended up wasting lotsa paper. =.=

and was supposed to acc juli for interview but ended up she felt guilty over leaving yan ling alone in school. so we scissors paper stone along the corridor and results show that i should stay and acc yan ling instead. haha. hopes juli gets the job though there is a high possibility that she wun. haha =x

and after everything, went back to library again. smuggled yanling into the library cos she was not in proper wear. haha. and we started blog hopping and did some funny stuffs too. msn-ing wif spleak and laughed quite a bit. den read xiaxue's blog and both of us burst out laughing which was quite unglam i guess. and we sound like some witch's laughter. kinda loud too cos almost everyone in the room looked at us. sigh. haha. but maybe u guys should go read xiaxue's blog. so funny larh. as in the photos. i bet u will rofl.

oh my. ive totally no idea what i can do. as in ive practically nothing to do in this period of time except pw. that makes mi feel that i have no life. dots. oh and i guess i flattered yanling on the bus to pasir ris. lol. (:

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on my way home saw my dad sitting under a void deck. haha. wasnt exactly surprised to see him dere though its really weird to see him at that place. had a small chat wif him and i went home. and when i almost reach home, i saw weixin's father. anyway my mum babysitted weixin during my primary school days. and i got to know that charlene is his niece. woah. wat a small world eh. haha.

well was in the train today and got one group of guys board the train. den all of them sat down on the row of seats that im sitting on. and beside mi is an empty seat so left this one guy. he is damn funny i tell you. he wanted to sit down beside mi so when he got into that sitting down position, he stood up again. den he tried sitting down but stood up again. im like : if u wan to sit den sit larh. stop showing mi ur butt. =.= den in the end he went to sit at e opposite seat. so his frens ask why he dun wan to sit dere. den he say too squeezy. and i tot of something. AM I THAT FAT! cos the seat is big enough for him to sit larh. wah lao eh. den his frens started giggling. and i feel so paiseh suddenly. so suck larh that feeling cos im not fat. lol.

had our 3rd op dry run today in school. i still cant quite memorise everything on my script. sigh. i have limited memory space. and im damn happy this period of time cos my brother is working so i can use comp whenever i feel like it! YAY. dun have to wait till 11pm anymore. =D

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