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i forgot to bring my phone to school today!! and guess wat when i reached home. 17 missed calls. xD

okie im so sorry peeps especially farmer cos i din memorise ur number so i cant call u and tell u i din bring it out rite? haha. and i din ap u laRHH.

wasnt in e right mood after bio practical because i suddenly felt veh frustrated. thinking of how suay i am for e past few days can make mi so pek chek cos ive nv been tt suay for e longest period of time and now its coming back at mi again. =.=

random post =))

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i guess it must be because i slept too late ytd that resulted in mi being too tired to concentrate in shool today. however, am glad that we had three free periods today because ms rehana never come and after that is lunh. compass we pon so plus together we got ard 2 hours plus to spare. anyway we were in the library studying. hardworking rite. i noe xP but after that we still watched dvd instead. wasnt able to resist the temptation of those dvds lying on the shelves waiting for people to choose them hopefully and watch the show contained in it. haha.

almost fell asleep during maths tutorial and bio tutorial. perhaps im really very tired. but tonight wun be able to sleep early too cos tml got bio test and i need to study for it. endure cos weekends are approaching!

oh ya. i was on e bus on my way home and when yunqi got down from the bus, some guy sit beside mi and ard 5 seconds later, i smelt something that is not pleasant to my nose. i noe somebody farted. and i tot that maybe only one time and so i held my breath for as long as i can. but when i cant take it anymore, i started breathing and tt smell is still dere! OMG. im like suffocating already cos i cant get oxygen. and i desperately need fresh air. jus a few more stops to my house dere but i dunno why im so unfortunate that at that point of time, a lot of people wanted to board the bus. so e bus stop at every single bus stop for a very very long time. cant u see im dying?! LOL. and finally e next stop im alighting. i guessed at the point of time when im alighting, it mus be e happiest moments i ever had.



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my mood started to deteriorate when i found out that i overslept in the bus and missed the stop. and so i hafta walk back home from eunos which is damn irritating because the sun is so freaking big and the weather is extremely hot. furthermore, i walked home using another pathway because im not that familiar with eunos. and then i sort of followed this uncle because i hope that he will somehow bring mi to a place where i am more familiar with. and little did i know that he is taking such a stupid short cut that i regretted so much for following him. the story goes like this. i followed him and at the mean time, i took out my handphone and check if there is any messages. and i saw one missed call. so i called back to the person and i did not look at where i am heading to. i saw the uncle walking through the grass and i did the same thing but i did not see wat is on the grass larh! alamak. the grass is like full of the incense that people burnt yesterday cos now is the 7th month. =.= and when i realised that, i skipped and jumped and crazy woman jus to avoid stepping more of it but to no avail. sigh. at that point of time, i am so freaking scared cos i dunno wat will happen to mi. cos we are not suppose to step on any of these u noe. ahhhhhh!!

when i finally walked to a proper pathway, i looked up and the uncle is gone. and so i tried to find a way out and i saw eunos primary. im like finally phew! but tt time im already super bad mood because first i overslept for the 2574541946574655486 times already and i stupidly follow the uncle and accidentally stepped on things that i shouldn't step on. plus the externalities which is in this case the irritating sun giving out the tremendous scorching heat that can kill every single bacteria found under my nose. the story continues when i was walking along the carpark and got one 50+ year old old man standing in between two cars and suddenly he called out to mi. at first i pretend i never hear him cos see he this kind of pattern sure is those typical pervertic old man. but he kept calling out to mi. keep saying xiao mei xiao mei! which means little/small girl ahh watever. den i was so irritated and i responded : she mo? ( wat? ) den he point to the words written on the road " RESERVED FOR SEASON PARKING " and its red in colour. and he asked mi wat does it means. im like HELLO?!! do i look like e person who wrote the words down? and do i look like one who drive a car? and do u think i know wat it means? student doesnt mean will know every single thing that is happening in the whole world okie. so i told him i dunno larh. den he was like : ' wah! u dunno?! students dunno? ' WTH. can u like shut up or smth. u think students study chem bio math econ still not enough ar. still muz study the words written on the road like HUMP AHEAD or SLOW DOWN or e different lanes 1 2 3 4? im pissed okie! cant u see my blackened like chao ta face already? please larh uncle. wan ask question oso ask something more intelligent can. IRRITATING.

im soOoOooOOoo extra super duper pissed today.

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ive nv had such a feeling for a very long time. finally met up with celine and melissa to celebrate melissa's birthday. though it is such a disappointment that xiang ping din come with us but nevertheless, we still have a great time together. we talked, we crapped, we bitched like as if there is no tomorrow. and i really hate to go home when it was time to part because we dunno when we will get to meet again. everyone's busy with their own life. all of us are walking different pathways. we seldom can have free time to meet up and so we cherish every moment of being able to gather together and update each other with our lifes.

although it is just a very short gathering, i am still glad that we had not drifted apart because its been a very long time since we last meet up which is on april. actually i just came to know something quite shocking to me which had happened way before i got my o level results. and it is only till now that i get to know this thing. i don't know why but i really feel very disheartened when i came to know about it. maybe i could'nt take another blow of it anymore. because history is repeating itself again and again in my life and i am so sick and tired of it. but i just could not imagine that this will actually happen on you. yes you.

enough talking about her already. and we had really enjoyed ourselves to the fullest today! and my dear celine. dun cry larh! haha. and dun start influencing mi and melissa too. but no words can really describe wat i am actually feeling deep in my heart. its too complicated but heart-warming. and i really wan to say a big THANKYOU to the both of you for giving such a great day. and i really wan to thank god for giving mi such great friends which include the both of them, karen, kl, jia, xp, carisa, jg, yz, kenneth, yh and somemore but i am really sorry if i did not put down your name. and plus frens i had made in jc which include yy, yl, chelsea, juli, yunqi, yq, sebas, zy, huimin plus all my other classmates and floorballers. not forgetting frens that i have made in banquet too. APPRECIATED =))

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been in a really bad mood recently. i mean i flared at people around mi as in my friends and my family. oh gosh. im so dead. i felt so stressed. and im like suffocating already because of the workload that i have to handle with everyday. this whole week is all about studying. studying and studying and MORE studying. my life is in such a mess. real mess and i don't even know how to tidy it up and return it to normal, just like before. i am so tired. and i really mean it. today on my way home, i fell asleep and this is the very first time that i slept on a bus so long. because normally when i fell asleep, i will usually wake up after a while and after that i will not fall asleep again. but for today, i fell asleep for like so long and when i woke up, i cant take the tiredness and closed my eyes and sleep. but luckily i never overshot if not i will be like in marine parade =.=

and i felt so maligned. really. as in i got back my result slip already. and the comments written were so shitty. i wasnt afraid to show it to my parents because i will admit to things i do. but i really don't quite agree with wat she had written about mi. i don't like that kind of feeling. the thing is that you do not even know about mi well enough to write those nonsense. and i really 100% confirm plus chop that all teachers LOVES to ASSUME. but have you all think of how we students will feel? the thing is you all tend to assume wat students are in ur own perspective. but the real students that all of you had assumed out is totally opposite. and wat is all these about picking on mi? i did not do anything at all. i so sick of this school. so sick of everything and everyone in this school except my friends because they are the only ones that make this school so fun. if were'nt for them, i don't even think i will be able to pull through till now.

seeing everyone so stress make mi stress even more. wat is the purpose of pushing us so much? are u all happy to see the suicidal rate increasing? and the victims are getting younger and younger? mostly from junior colleges? wat is all these sarcasm that everyone is holding onto? why do we have to study so hard just to get into university? does'nt that make education more boring? students will tend to lose interest in studying because we are supposed to be a memorising machine with a well-equipped hand that can write hundred over words in one milli-second also, with the addition of fast working brain and bright solid eyes. parents always say that if we score well for exams, its for our own good. yes i know that very well. i really noe. but now we are studying for the sake of studying. for the sake of being able to promote to j2. for the sake of being able to pass a levels. for the sake of being able to enrol into a university and of a course that we chose. but seldom will we study for the sake of our ambition. because some wanted to be lawyer or doctor or some other jobs. everyone is toking about HOPING not to be retain. my life is not heading to nowhere. i seriously don't know where is my destination. i don't know my purpose of studying so hard in jc. i am tired physically mentally and emotionally.

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am i dumb or am i dumb? i got like two chem lectures ytd. =.= actually attend already but cos yl ask mi acc her to photocopying shop to photocopy something den overshot e time. so when we return to e study bench dere, our bags are gone. den i hafta attend e lecture again cos tingmei brought our bags in. haha. anyway nvm larhh. e second lecture i can absorb more though. but e two teachers teach different things sia. so now a bit blur liao. and e both of us dunno which lecture to go to. LOL. this part damn funny can. cos we went LT 5 den e paper say go LT 2. so we went LT 2 but no ppl. den we try LT1 and LT3 but no ppl oso. so we conclude is at LT4. haha. is like we keep walking here and dere searching for e lecture u noe. somemore LT4 got damn lots of ppl larh. walk in tt time so paiseh sia. den yl almost fell down when walking up e stairs so she a bit lean on mi den make mi almost fall oso. hahaha. but luckily never. xD

and im damn super pissed off this morning. cos this morning is econs lecture. and e QBB wanna go through e exam essay question. tt time my class sit at e back row of e lecture theatre ma. so QBB ask us wat our class is. and when we say out our class rite. she gif those kind of expression and tone of sarcasm. " Oh.. S308.. " and den she let us see one essay done by one of our classmates from 308. everybody read it and i admit tt its a bit off point already. but does she hafta be so sarcastic and say those hurting words? she was like " this doesnt look like an econs essay. it looks more like an idiot's guide to tutoring services " im like WTH. and somemore she go write down dere our class 06S308 before e essay. im like so damn pissed larh. and after tt rite, dennis wanted to see e question paper and den i borrowed him but starting a bit blur so gif him my test paper. and den tt irritating QBB say we are now searching for e essay and see who actually wrote tt. wah lao. can u like get ur facts right first before u say anything? can u use ur brains for goodness sake. and i noe u teach econs but no need to assume so much u noe? if not will be like wat neo say ASS-U-ME.

i dunno why but it seems tt teachers in mj are all wearing masks or smth. it is after mid year tt they showed us their real attitude and all. im like so disgusted by this actually. it makes mi dun even feel like goin to school anymore. is this wat mj is really like? so wat ive seen ages ago is jus a facade.

well. at least dere is some things to lighten my mood today. watched mean girls in e library but such a pity tt we did not manage to finish it cos nv book enough time slot. its nice u noe. haha. and after school got this ns thingy larh. fell asleep anyways. and after tt gotta rush down to tsh for floorball training. its really totally different feeling playing in e sports hall than in school. i think i can perform better in e sports hall =/

i haven started doin my chem tutorial and haven started studying for chem bonding test. OMG im in deep shit now. better go study le CIAOS`

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woah. so long since i had floorball training. and im totally drained out already. haha. anyway. was a fun day though cos at least we gotta play wif our own frens. nice feeling ar. e sight of seeing everyone cheer for their group members are jus so erm. heart-warming i can say. haha.

and today i got like bio spa. omg. im not suppose to disclose anything bout the exam i noe so im not gonna blog anything bout it either. i mean i jus wanna blog down tt i got bio spa larh. and when im faking results rite, i din notice that e teacher is right behind mi seeing mi faking the results. zzz. =.= okie i noe im lousy. cos i dun even noe how to fake it properly so tt teacher wun see it. lol. watever.

tml's timetable changed wif wed already. actually i haf no idea wat is the point of doin tt. and i cant think of a good reason for changing it. anyway. wats e point cos we still hafta go school early for e stupid house meeting in which i haf no interest in attending but i shall see how first larhh. got ppl acc mi den i go lo. if not den i rather sleep longer. LOL.

oh and i got one good news actually. cos my parents dun haf to go for e meet the parents session! YAY. cos i got pass one subject. haha. though i failed e rest but im contented tt my parents dun haf to go down to school and listen to e craps that teachers haf to say. and my parents had nv gone to school due to my poor results and if can, i will nv make tt happen. haha. promos i shall try more harder then. xD

i got this veh no-main-point conversation wif tingmei during math lecture.

tingmei : u later goin tm?
mi : no why?
tingmei : haha
mi : haha still must explain
tingmei : cos i wan go tm
mi : den ur fren leh
tingmei : huh who?
mi : e who who lo
tingmei : oh i meeting her later in tm
mi : so wats e point of having this conversation?
tingmei : cos i wan find someone go tm wif mi ma!

okie tts e end. haha. lame conversation but funny larh. lol. and she drew on my hand like so itchy and pain can. haha. shall upload it when juli send mi. haha. think tts all already and YAY. tml gonna watch dvds in school again! XDXD

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i saw this on newspaper that states singapore are ranked e last second for being erm. happy.

LOL. im pretty amused by this when i first read it cos i din noe that there will actually be people doing this survey on how happy singaporeans are.

anyway, i dun think its shocking that singaporeans are unhappy because of e fast-paced society singapore is. everyone is only concern about working and earning money. i mean dere isnt any time for us to go out play or do watever shit cos we ARE singaporeans. i mean. dun u feel tt foreigners doesnt really get so stressed in their own country? but singaporean DOES. like duh.

as u can see. students like us spend time studying more than playing or wat. i mean for some larhh. maybe others spend more time playing. but watever. tt is not e main point i wanna say. for example. this mid year exams tt i screwed so badly are stressing mi up already. because i might get the risk of not being able to promote to j2 next year. and furthermore, don u realise tt more students are committing suicide due to the large amount of stress that they got from studying, peers, or even family. and i think im goin into depression soon oso. and who is e idiot that only gif us 24 hours a day? like as if there is enough time for us to spend. cant they make it to 30++ hours instead? den i got more time to sleep mahh!

and singapore is about to experience brain drain sooner or later because more and more teenagers dun wanna stay in singapore but decided to migrate over to other countries. u noe why? cos the life-style in singapore are driving people crazy u noe. and wat is e point of being an university graduate when dere are whole loads of them unemployed? and every year we are increasing this unemployment rate by getting into university. and if u dun meet e criteria of entering into an university, either u go poly and get a diploma or retake a levels. i mean its such a waste of time u noe. and im at risk of being one of them too!

for working adults. they are jus machines. as in they work for e sake of working and earn money for the family. i dun deny tt there are some people who hold a job that interest them. and its damn difficult to earn money in singapore okie. for every small little things that u did wrongly, u will experience dock of pay. but for every big things tt u have done, u wun get extra salary but jus a praise or watever. u see. so difficult to earn money larhh! so people started to aim for promoting to higher ranks which means they will haf higher salary and more power and more say in e company. but wat is e use of getting all that rite. when u die. u end up wif nothing.

elderly people always will be left out by family members cos they are old already. and family members tend to treat them as 'extras' u noe. and some who are damn unfilial actually send them to old folks home. i mean. wats e problem man. who is e one tt brought u up till who u are now. huh huh HUH?! irritating piece of shit.

now u see why singaporeans are unhappy. and how are we gonna improve on this? ehhh. i dunno larhh. jus less studying and less pursuing of high ranks and less abandoning of elderly people. like as if it will happen like tt. fat hope. okie i think i crapped throughout this whole entry. u can ignore that whole chunk of words i typed. ((=

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HEADACHE larhhh. ))= and my stomach hurts for like god-noes-how-long already. and my mama say if it continue to hurt den i hafta see the doctor. oh my. i dun wan to eat medicine no more! and den my eyes hurt nowadays too. am i getting some sort of eye cancer or smth like tt? =.= ahhh. im so so irritated by how my body functions nowadays. i mean i go to school restlessly and keep wanting to sleep. and i rant a lot oso.

and e shitified EOM is making mi go nuts u noe. cos i dun even noe how to start an argument larhh. or isit we are suppose to do other things? alamak. im confused by the criteria we need to haf in the EOM larhh. i mean i dun even noe how to START writing. and all those ive written rite. i dun even noe if its correct or not. maybe its wrong right from the start but wat can i do! i dun even understand the whole concept of this EOM thingy!! RAH.

anyway ytd was suppose to go for yinglin's bbq but in the end i never go. actually was waiting for chelsea to finish her band den we go together but she was too tired so not intending to go already. some more at that point of time when she replied my sms, im already halfway sian-ed so as a result i din go as well. but at least two people went so ya. sorry. ((=

and im gonna be damn busy for e rest of the term till my promo exams because all my time are now devoted to studies and cca. as u can see my results are damn terrible and even teachers cant stand it tt they wanted remedials. bio remedials on every friday at 235 which means tt i hafta wait for 2 bloody hours for bio to start cos my day ends at 1205! but sadly mr neo is cancelling the remedials on every thursday since term two till now. cos he thinks tt even if we haf the extra tutorials, he dun see any improvement in us so he rather dun waste our time goin for the extra tutorials but still not doin well. can see that every week im so packed and im staying in school longer than e time i stayed at home.

im so stressed out now and im feeling so sick. i dunno why but i dun seems to be myself lately. dots. i muz be sufferring from post-mid-year-results syndrome. i dun wanna retain. seriously who wans it rite. but i said tt if i retain i might go to poly already. but poly lecture is so boring. i mean i went for econs lecture in tp ytd and im terribly bored by the teachings of the teacher. u see the way she toks and e pace that she is goin, i guarantee u tt u will feel like &#%$*$^@*&# to her and ask her to speed up. but the good thing is tt u can eat in the LT. not like in mj because whenever we wan to eat something, we need to find e appropriate time to stuff it into e mouth without getting the attention of teachers ard us or the lecturer. some more, poly got a lot of fun vending machines. im so amused by this particular machine that can actually toast damn delicious bread in 1 minute. and i really mean DELICIOUS. why isit tt there isnt any in MJ?! RAH.

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im so lack of sleep. cos i watch world cup finals ytd and italy won =)) starting was supporting italy but i changed to france larhh. haha. cos i like zidane so much and he is damn cool u noe. haha. i like e part where he use his head and knock e italian down. SO COOL! though he got a red card for tt and i think its not really worth it but i still think he is cool larh!

anyway enough of world cup. i dunno wats wrong wif mi today cos i totally dun haf appetite and i din eat much in school. my stomach feels so bloated and i feel tt i ate a thousand million stuffs unknowingly. and im darn tired. so im a bit like walking zombie wif juliana cos she slept less than mi. LOL.

and yea. i finally let out e news bout my terrible results to my parents. i mean im determine to tell them anyway. but i dunno why maybe my mum and i can read each other's mind. cos e moment i stepped into my house den my mum ask mi bout my results. so i took this opportunity to break this 'news' to her. i tot she will flare and scream and do lotsa crazy stuffs cos i failed like almost all subjects. but she never. like so incredible. hahaha. ya so i explained to her blah blah blah so as to cool her down a bit in case she is burning inside waiting for e right time to explode.

and i told my papa bout e date to go down for meet e parents session. i mean i roughly tell him e date larh. cos i din really noe when is e exact date. haha. and they ask mi whether i wan a tuition ornt. im like HUH. NO WAY! i dun wan to overload myself u noe. its like sch stuffs is already a lot and now hafta slot out time for tuition and add on more tuition homework?!

and omg. i hafta do e EOM like by tml?! dammit. i cant even find a single article though im online for like so long already. i mean e sch provide e links for e searching for articles but e links are not tt good larhh. no use at all man. in e end i saw this article on a new handphone philips 768. woah, can store up to 100++ songs. and got two camera lights and i dunno wat else but it sounds good eh. haha.

so stress up now cos of e exams plus promos coming nearer and oso pw. bio spa too. next week still got chemical bonding tests. AHHH!! i wan to go KBOX!

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its such a miracle tt i can actually chat wif my brother for like so damn long. because as u can see i seldom speaks to my brother and we often treat each other as invisible though we always see each other at home. and i tot hated him so much due to e incident and i shld haf continue hating him. but i din. maybe because we are borned from e same mother perhaps tt i couldnt bear to hate him tt much. im so determined to ignore him when he toks to mi but to no avail. cos i will certainly reply him without mi myself knowing. like so stupid rite?

but i guess he had changed for e better. although not much of a change can be seen on him but i noe somehow tt he tried to treat his sisters better. and this is like e first time tt he is willing to listen to my stupid jokes and lame actions tt i did! and i can jus tok to him whenever i feel like finding someone and drown them wif my saliva. i never tot tt he will actually sit down dere and listen to wat im saying! cos e old brother of mine will normally say ' SHUT UP ' when i blurted one word. jus one single word and he will chase mi out of his room. i couldnt believe tt he will suddenly become so. erm. different. ya DAMN DIFFERENT.

im wondering whether is he having a fever or smth. or he got inspired by some great talk by his frens or whoever shit. or maybe he reflected a lot on himself when he is lying on e bed having insomia. but anyway i hope he will stay in this way for as long as i wish to because i like this version of my brother. i mean i simply love this way tt my brother is behaving. =))

to compare and contrast.

last time : wouldnt even bother if im sick
now : CONCERN bout mi when im a little unwell

last time : wun speak a single word to mi
now : tok a lot like dere is no tomorrow wif mi

last time : grumbles a lot for jus one small thing i asked him for help
now : never grumble a single bit when i asked him for help

last time : tried to bully mi when he finds e chance to
now : my turn to bully him [ YAY i like this part XDXD ]

last time : UN-GENTLEMAN
now : okie okie larh. still not veh gentleman. still got room for improvement. haha!

last time : always ask mi to help him buy things
now : will offer to help mi buy things. =DD

ehhh. cant think of any already. but he definitely changed a lot larh. maybe i should look at him in a different angle. perhaps he is not tt bad afterall. shall continue my observation haha.

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i muz haf sinned a lot cos i laughed at juliana cos she cant watch dvd. and den i jus realised tt i cant watch dvd in my comp too. =.= and i laughed at juliana cos she is fatter than mi. but ytd e height and weight thingy shows im more heavier than her. oh well. sinned!

anyway im determined to burn all my fats away. den i will be lighter than juliana. YAY. hahaha. and i muz explain tt im NOT FAT. its jus tt my bones are heavier. tts why. i dun look fat rite! XD

i love e rice ball beancurd from mr bean! every since i bought it on dunno which day, ive fallen in love wif it! hahaha. and i muz haf it at least twice a week. e only thing tt can cheer mi up now =))

i think ive lost interest in blogging. lol. cos i feel tt this entry is so random.

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i failed like almost all e subjects. but dunno why i still can laugh out loud. think i got some concussion or smth. lol.

jus came back home cos i went studying wif jg. can u imagine? like studying wif JG? lol. though studying different things but at least got a little motivation to study. gotta buck up soon cos my mid year are so screwed. and we went mac to study. den got sacs people holding birthday party for their fren. wah lao. made a hell lot of noise. its like damn noisy and irritating u noe. somemore i cant really concentrate on studying plus e noisy environment. make mi got such a headache. den balloon burst tt time all e girls scream like nobody's business. and not only once lo. dunno why e balloons keep bursting. and burst once, screamed once. cannot stand them man.

oh and got this yellow moth or butterfly i dunno keep following mi. den it landed on my uniform dere. got a little scared so gently make it fly off. but it kept coming back and follow mi. haha. and saw a baby bee lying on e floor struggling to fly. lol. been seeing lotsa flying insects nowadays. and they like mi! xD

omg. pe today and they measure our height and weight. ive grown taller by 1 cm! WTH. i wan to become SHORT u noe. like to 160 instead of now 164. so shitty. and im FAT. i mean i gained 3 kg over e holidays?? RAH. im gonna exercise and cut off all my fats.

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got back my chem paper and i failed. oh well. its like expected already. so i shall be prepared for e meet e parents session. ahhh. holy shit.

anyway i did haf a lot to blog about cos basically i haven really been blogging nowadays. but everytime when i saw this blogger posting page, my mind became so blank. and den i dunno wat to blog about already. its like. so irritated. RAH!

and im like damn tired u noe. i dunno why kept wanting to fall asleep. like today. my eyelids are so heavy and they keep tempting mi to lie my head on e table and sleep. but i cant cos whenever im falling asleep, my teacher will call out my name and ask mi to answer stuffs so as to prevent mi from dozing off.

was so happy tt ms rehana wun be in school for two weeks and there will not be any relief teacher coming in to take my class. and tt means tt we got more free time and it oso means tt we can watch dvds in e library again! YAY.

jus watched a lot like love in e library and its nice except tt are u sure its PG? seems more like M18 or R21. hahaha =x

oh ya. this morning got this stupid uncle shout into my ear so loudly when i was on my way to e mrt station to school. stupid uncle cant see wat time it is u noe. like so early den e surroundings to quiet. den still SHOUT into my ears. i noe i got hearing problems oso no need lidat one rite. and im like thinking smth on my mind and so engross in it den got one idiot shout into my ears. im like WTH.

finally i let out things tt had mi weighing deep down in my heart for like god noes how long. i felt damn good after pouring everything out. i seriously need a listening ear and i dun mind if anyone is willing to cut down their ear and lend mi.

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