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♥ Date: Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
wHeE~!! im back! keke.. ppl got miss mi ma? hahax.. wah.. so tired can.. ytd nite come back home den today hafta wake up early go for mj de orientation.. hahax.. a bit sian dere.. and shuai ge ar.. hmmm.. a few lo.. hahaha! i lazy go spot shuai ge le.. so tired.. wanna sleep ma.. keke.. but some of e teachers dere veh funny leh.. they tok tok tok den i laugh laugh laugh.. haha.. and i chose my course le.. hope can get into it bahx.. den hafta work hard hard for it le.. today gif kl and jia e chewing gum i bought for them.. keke..
last few days at malaysia din swim at all! =( cos got ppl shit at dere sia.. den i dun dare to swim le.. so dirty and smelly.. i wait till next year when e ppl dere swim a lot of times liao den i go swim.. haha! oOpX.. i sound so bad.. keke.. =x den is stay at ah ma de house watching vcd.. plus eat eat eat.. ahhax.. cos my ah ma keep cooking ar.. so i keep eating lo.. hahax.. still got tang yuan leh! keke.. so nice.. yummy yummy.. =) had a great time wif my cousins they all.. and u guess wat? one of my cousin hor.. his voice break le leh! keke.. den when i first time hear him tok rite.. woah! sound so man can.. lolx.. dun say i pervert ar.. cos im not.. keke.. but really sounds so man sia.. LOL.
and i took lotsa pics wif them.. hmm.. find one day free le den upload to frenster.. keke.. they are so cute sia.. * pinch their cheeks *
ytd after leaving my ah ma hse den we go visit my dua pei.. cos he last few weeks landed in hospital le.. den my papa say go visit him.. cos is at jb ar.. got drive past.. den when i first saw him.. i was so shocked lo.. cos e last time i saw him is two years ago.. den ytd i saw him.. he lost a lot of weight.. all is bones and skins le.. i see le really veh sad lo.. den he like cant rmb us liao.. only a bit a bit lidat.. haix.. den he cant walk cant tok well.. cant hear well.. cant eat well.. can only lie down on e bed.. even sitting up for like a few minutes he already cannot stand it le.. cos my papa carry him go sit wheelchair.. den a few minutes later he say he bth liao.. veh xin ku.. den my papa faster go put him back to bed sleep.. he looks totally different lo.. haix.. although i only see him once a year.. and i din tok to him at all.. really.. we nv tok de.. but when i saw him ytd.. tears jus drop lo.. dunno why i feel so sad when i saw him.. he say he bout to go le.. when ppl gets older.. they will go le.. dun really wanna see him go.. i dun wanna see ppl leaving again.. e pain is jus so unbearable.. i dun wanna to experience it again.. its jus too painful..
haix.. today my entry like veh long hor.. myabe too many days le.. got lotsa things to write.. hmm.. write until my fingers a bit pain liao.. guess i next time den blog again bahx..
* pray hard to heaven - please dun let him go - let him remain safe and sound *
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♥ Date: Friday, December 23, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
this is my last entry b4 i go in malaysia.. wah.. time flies so fast man.. hmm.. a new year is gonna start le.. so fast.. 2005 is over and 2006 is coming! yay! cos i hate 2005 ar.. so better go off fast okie? shoo!
hmmm.. not veh sure if today got go outing not.. sob sob.. i sad liao lo.. tot is e outing b4 i go in.. but.. i guess will be cancelled bahx.. wah.. i so upset.. someone cheer mi up can? keke.. but cannot blame anyone oso.. wan blame den blame mi lo.. cos if i organize earlier den wun happen so many things rite? hahax.. so is my fault.. ppl blame mi okie? hahax.. i muz be crazy..
hmmm.. i so ke lian.. hafta do housework! hahax.. if not cannot go out wor.. hmmm.. housework so tiring can.. den my mama e day b4 ask mi mop e floor.. den today she ask mi mop floor again! argh.. waste water.. hahax..
ytd go familiarize e route to mj wif kang li and jia.. hmm.. so long sia.. we walk walk walk.. hahax.. shld haf take bus rite.. hahax.. den raining somemore.. den my jeans wet wet liao.. e slippers oso kena water.. den veh difficult to walk leh! hahax.. almost fell down cos too slippery le.. but luckily nv.. if not so malu -_- haha! and we got divided into different grps.. alamak.. so sian can.. i will be damn lonely dere.. [ lonely.. im mr lonely.. ] eh.. wrong song cos im not i guy! hahax.. im female okie ppl.. keke.. xP
hope everything goes well to my frens and sisters out dere wor.. muz take super duper goodie good care of urself ar.. keke.. when i come back muz see all healthy healthy one ar.. den i organize outing again lo.. if time allows mi to do so.. hahax.. hmm.. guess im gonna end here le.. miss ya wor.. keke..
- hugs and kisses -
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♥ Date: Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
hahax.. aiyoOo.. jia ar.. can write ar.. but muz provided tt we noe wat u toking bout rite.. keke.. other ppl dun understand dun care them.. we muz understand wat.. lolx.. but i still dun understand leh.. x( hahax..
stopped working le.. nothing to do.. at home only do housework.. if not go out wif frens! keke.. but my mama scold mi seh.. say i keep goin out.. where got?!?!! hahax.. actually got la.. but ar.. always stay at home i will rot one can.. lolx.. today i guai leh.. nv go out.. only got go out eat lunch nia.. den later hafta give present to karen.. keke.. dunno she will like not leh.. cos i like e present ma.. feel like not givin to her and keep for myself! keke.. oOpX =x
den thursday pass kangli her present.. den jia de present oso.. so scared leh.. scared tt they wun like e present.. hmmm.. cannot dun like ar i warn u guys.. if dun like den i bong u ar! hahax.. toking bout goldfish hor.. i was wondering.. when i go malaysia rite.. wat will happen to my goldfish and tortoise? hahax.. they will die of hunger man.. lolx.. ask my ah gong go take care.. ahHh.. good idea rite.. xP
awWw.. got camp !! so sian.. provided tt e camp is fun den i will enjoy.. if not ar.. i confirm sian 1/2 at dere de.. at sentosa leh.. hmm.. got mosquito ar! hahax.. nvm la.. got bitten by mosquitoes lotsa times le.. im not afraid k.. come sting mi lo.. lolx.. x)
yay! gathering.. finally wor.. been waiting for so long.. finally our girls outing is coming soon! keke.. but still hafta discuss wif karen all e stuffs first.. so happy.. nv been so happy this year.. lolx.. somemore is on friday leh.. e day b4 i go off.. sobx sobx.. muz be damn memorable one ar.. if not i bong u guys ar.. xP lalala~
jia ar.. my blog oso veh long leh.. i guess so.. haha! anyway.. who say no one will bother to read ar?!! i not human isit? keke.. i will read every single entry u wrote.. hahax.. better be careful wor.. muhahaha! so evil.. hahax.. i go off le la.. miss mi ar.. its a MUZ k? lolx.. xP
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♥ Date: Friday, December 16, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
today is gonna be e day le.. lotsa things gonna happen wor.. finally plucked up my ourage to write him a testi.. but i still dun haf e courage to tell him wat i really feel.. hmmm.. hahax.. ppl dun think Y Y ar.. not bgr okie.. hahax..
today gonna do banquet again.. dunno why i haf this sudden nervous.. too long nv do? maybe bahx.. afraid to see him dere? maybe bahx.. hahax.. so confusing hor.. anyway.. i had been learning a lot during this holiday.. now.. im in e process of learning how to be happy.. how to forget bout those unhappy things.. its gonna be difficult.. but gif mi time ppl.. okie? hahax.. i will do it de.. believe in mi.. keke..
saw e posting result.. got into mj science stream.. hahax.. shld i be happy or sad.. i oso dunno leh.. happy cos i got into my desired jc.. sad cos i cant work anymore! i wanna earn money.. haix.. but i failed again.. so sorry karen.. i still feel as guilty.. sorry to haf let u work alone.. jia ask mi to ask u to scold mi.. hahax.. so tt i can feel better? lolx.. maybe bahx.. dun treat mi so good leh.. i will die one.. hahax.. die of guiltyness..
we will still be sisters forever yea? no matter how.. we muz still keep in contact okie? though we haf to lead our own lifes now.. but still gotta let mi noe wat is happening ard u all.. keep mi updated alrite? hahax.. if not i bong u ar! lolx..
- hugs and kisses -
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♥ Date: Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
rotting at home sia.. haix.. this year is indeed a bad year for mi.. cant believe it man.. haix.. i guess im jus too stupid.. been looking forward to every banquet day.. but.. now i guess.. i will be starting to scare of goin dere bahx.. all sorts of ppl dere.. some good some bad.. but why isit tt we will only get to meet bad guys? haix.. its a bad idea to get to noe ppl from banquet.. yeah.. tts rite.. guys are bad.. worse.. worst.. unless i can meet this real nice guy den i will change my thinking..
coming out to work really can meet lotsa different kinds of ppl wor.. but tt will make mi hate humans so much sia.. animals are better.. at least they dun really harm each other.. so good rite.. i guess im jus crapping here.. nth to tok bout.. although haf lotsa things to say.. but when i started to type in.. my mind turns blank.. haix.. x(
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♥ Date: Friday, December 09, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
hmmm.. remember my previous post? stating who got more tragic past den mi rite? wat bull shit is tt man.. it is all fake.. is all jus a stupid damn lie! i wonder why on earth i will believe it lo.. i cant believe myself to trust this stupid person.. i hate him to e core manx.. i feel so idiotic.. i supposed tt im jus a stupid dumb girl who will believe in such a bull shit.. do i really look like someone who can be deceived so easily? haix.. i guess im not clever enough to notice tt ppl are wearing a mask all e time.. wat is e point man.. wat is e point of succeeding in bluffing mi bout how tragic ur life are.. haix.. but im still fortunate to haf my frens dere.. to guide mi to see e truth.. i quit my job.. i dun wanna see tt person again.. last day of work is ytd.. so suay.. he is behind mi.. i still cant believe tt he can be so dramatic and emotional when telling mi a tom dick henry story.. i guess wat.. i believe in him! i feel shit everywhere now.. i feel like killing him.. nv ever see him again..
today and saturday supposed to haf banquet.. but no more vacancy le.. haix.. was waiting so long for e day.. but.. it turns out to be lidat.. sian.. staying at home rot.. wanna go jia house de.. but i guess tml den go bahx.. now alone at home.. dun feel like goin out..
sunday is my cousin de 1st month! hahax.. feel so happy.. i said b4 tt i will dote on him more den anyone of my cousin.. sounds bias but i dun care.. cos he is yi jie.. an i believe tt he is e reincarnation of yc.. call mi crazy call mi dumb i oso dun care.. i jus wanna think tt way.. hahax..
guess ive got nth more to say le.. hmm.. jia.. really thx lots wor.. sorry din call u out oday.. but i promise next time we go gai gai together okie? hEeX.. x)
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♥ Date: Friday, December 02, 2005
Xx LuNz xX
finally.. today is my off day.. hahax.. actually wanna go out wif jia de.. but she headache so nvm lo.. hahax.. stay at home hao le.. hmmm.. jia muz take good care ar! if not i bong u ar.. lolx..
dunno why nowadays moody moody de.. karen oso moody moody de.. haix.. ytd dunno why damn sad man.. den tears jus flow down lo.. stupid rite? alamak.. i oso dunno why.. tot of a lot of things.. all those past things.. mostly is yc de lo.. dunno why.. last time when tot of him i wun cry.. but ytd.. can flood my hse man.. haix.. dunno why sia.. den 11th december my cousin full month.. i kept thinking.. tt maybe he really is e reincarnation of yc.. was hoping for it to be true.. hahz.. maybe heaven see my damn sad over it.. den wan to console mi or wat bahx.. haix.. i oso dunno.. i now so confused.. can any kind soul jus tell mi whether he is yc or not.. i really wan to noe.. let mi noe can.. haix..
my job! hmmm.. consider okie bahx.. quite fun de lo.. but cos nowadays i moody moody den no mood to work.. luckily ytd e report balance.. cos wed de report not balance ma.. den a bit guilty lo.. cos i hai dao wo de lao shi.. she let mi try on her counter.. haix.. luckily balance.. if not i will guilty for e rest of my life manx.. den ytd mostly let her do.. cos i really no mood.. heard a lot of sad stories from someone.. now den i noe.. dere is still someone who's life is worse than mi.. his past is sure touching.. can cry lo..
found out tt only when i xin qing bu hao den will blog.. hahax.. like a bit guo fen seh.. ppl read den can only read sad things.. scarly made them sad oso.. hahax.. think tt wun happen bahx.. i not so power man.. hahax.. will try to cheer myself up bahx.. anyway.. gonna go overseas on e eve of christmas.. ppl miss mi wor.. i will miss u guys too de.. haix.. guess im damn sad now.. idiot sia.. feel like bonging myself.. cos i always bong others.. nv had a taste of it myself b4.. bOnG~
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