♥ Date: Thursday, June 01, 2006 
im so so tired. dunno why. anyway. been repeatedly telling myself to forget bout this frenship of 4 years but i guess its jus too difficult to say let go and let go. i mean. nevertheless, we went thru so much. those tears. those laughter. its not easy to forget them all at once. maybe once in a while i will rmb those times when we were all together. seriously, i never tot tt this will be e second frenship tt i lost.
been stoning during lectures today. tried to concentrate but still. my mind started to drift away. luckily yan ling was stoning too. ya and both of us were in our screensaver mode. forced myself to smile today. cos someone told mi tt i shant be sad over this. maybe 1 min for tt sadness and e rest of e 23 hours and 59 mins, i shld decide on my own mood. and so. i tried. but its jus too difficult. its easier said than done. but i appreciate tt. thanks jasper.
been veh lost today. cant concentrate. even when im walking. i can even daze and walk at e same time. bought bubble tea when i reached eunos. and stupid mi take e straw which is smaller in size. and stupid mi din realised tt. so stupid mi went out of sweet talk and started drinking. until e straw got stuck due to e pearls being too big for e straw. and stupid mi realised tt im so stupid to take tt smaller straw but its too late to turn back and return to e shop cos im already far far away from it. so i tried other methods to eat those pearls. and i almost got knocked down by a car cos im too engrossed in poking e pearls using e straw. and den after tt i almost got choked by a pearl cos it jus find its way to e entrance of my throat e moment i put e pearl into my mouth. i felt so dumb-ed.
Anna
   
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