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been in a really bad mood recently. i mean i flared at people around mi as in my friends and my family. oh gosh. im so dead. i felt so stressed. and im like suffocating already because of the workload that i have to handle with everyday. this whole week is all about studying. studying and studying and MORE studying. my life is in such a mess. real mess and i don't even know how to tidy it up and return it to normal, just like before. i am so tired. and i really mean it. today on my way home, i fell asleep and this is the very first time that i slept on a bus so long. because normally when i fell asleep, i will usually wake up after a while and after that i will not fall asleep again. but for today, i fell asleep for like so long and when i woke up, i cant take the tiredness and closed my eyes and sleep. but luckily i never overshot if not i will be like in marine parade =.=

and i felt so maligned. really. as in i got back my result slip already. and the comments written were so shitty. i wasnt afraid to show it to my parents because i will admit to things i do. but i really don't quite agree with wat she had written about mi. i don't like that kind of feeling. the thing is that you do not even know about mi well enough to write those nonsense. and i really 100% confirm plus chop that all teachers LOVES to ASSUME. but have you all think of how we students will feel? the thing is you all tend to assume wat students are in ur own perspective. but the real students that all of you had assumed out is totally opposite. and wat is all these about picking on mi? i did not do anything at all. i so sick of this school. so sick of everything and everyone in this school except my friends because they are the only ones that make this school so fun. if were'nt for them, i don't even think i will be able to pull through till now.

seeing everyone so stress make mi stress even more. wat is the purpose of pushing us so much? are u all happy to see the suicidal rate increasing? and the victims are getting younger and younger? mostly from junior colleges? wat is all these sarcasm that everyone is holding onto? why do we have to study so hard just to get into university? does'nt that make education more boring? students will tend to lose interest in studying because we are supposed to be a memorising machine with a well-equipped hand that can write hundred over words in one milli-second also, with the addition of fast working brain and bright solid eyes. parents always say that if we score well for exams, its for our own good. yes i know that very well. i really noe. but now we are studying for the sake of studying. for the sake of being able to promote to j2. for the sake of being able to pass a levels. for the sake of being able to enrol into a university and of a course that we chose. but seldom will we study for the sake of our ambition. because some wanted to be lawyer or doctor or some other jobs. everyone is toking about HOPING not to be retain. my life is not heading to nowhere. i seriously don't know where is my destination. i don't know my purpose of studying so hard in jc. i am tired physically mentally and emotionally.

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