♥ Date: Sunday, July 09, 2006
its such a miracle tt i can actually chat wif my brother for like so damn long. because as u can see i seldom speaks to my brother and we often treat each other as invisible though we always see each other at home. and i tot hated him so much due to e incident and i shld haf continue hating him. but i din. maybe because we are borned from e same mother perhaps tt i couldnt bear to hate him tt much. im so determined to ignore him when he toks to mi but to no avail. cos i will certainly reply him without mi myself knowing. like so stupid rite?
but i guess he had changed for e better. although not much of a change can be seen on him but i noe somehow tt he tried to treat his sisters better. and this is like e first time tt he is willing to listen to my stupid jokes and lame actions tt i did! and i can jus tok to him whenever i feel like finding someone and drown them wif my saliva. i never tot tt he will actually sit down dere and listen to wat im saying! cos e old brother of mine will normally say ' SHUT UP ' when i blurted one word. jus one single word and he will chase mi out of his room. i couldnt believe tt he will suddenly become so. erm. different. ya DAMN DIFFERENT.
im wondering whether is he having a fever or smth. or he got inspired by some great talk by his frens or whoever shit. or maybe he reflected a lot on himself when he is lying on e bed having insomia. but anyway i hope he will stay in this way for as long as i wish to because i like this version of my brother. i mean i simply love this way tt my brother is behaving. =))
to compare and contrast.
last time : wouldnt even bother if im sicknow : CONCERN bout mi when im a little unwell
last time : wun speak a single word to mi
now : tok a lot like dere is no tomorrow wif mi
last time : grumbles a lot for jus one small thing i asked him for help
now : never grumble a single bit when i asked him for help
last time : tried to bully mi when he finds e chance to
now : my turn to bully him [ YAY i like this part XDXD ]
last time : UN-GENTLEMAN
now : okie okie larh. still not veh gentleman. still got room for improvement. haha!
last time : always ask mi to help him buy things
now : will offer to help mi buy things. =DD
ehhh. cant think of any already. but he definitely changed a lot larh. maybe i should look at him in a different angle. perhaps he is not tt bad afterall. shall continue my observation haha.
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