♥ Date: Tuesday, August 08, 2006
been quite low these few days. moody to be exact. i oso dunno why. maybe because a lot of things happened bahx. some even falls on my birthday which is more SIAN-ED. as in. who wans their birthday to be so ruined rite? but other than that, dere are some stuffs that bothered mi so much that i feel like banging my head on e wall.
and juli please cheer up =)
i din mean to pull a long face but considering all e things that are weighing down my heart really cant make mi feel happy either. i tried to forget all those irritating stuffs and jus smile or watever but even if ive done that, i can still feel e sadness deep down.
sometimes i wonder why im here. why am i borned to this world in e first place. its not jus a thought that im having recently. since young ive always been thinking of this question. i seriously dunno why im borned. i dun wan to be in this world. its too complicated, too scary, too cold. i rather be an alien than to meet all sorts of people that made e world looked more uglier. wats e point of living when people u meet are nothing but jus bullshit and hypocrites?
but i wun cry larh. as in my clique like so sure that next time will be my turn to cry. but i really wun. i wan to be strong. i dun wan to be like before. during my kindergarten days and primary school days. where i cry over trivial stuffs. where i cry over being caught when i played hide-and-seek. even if i really do, i will cry over major stuufs. stuffs that seems logical to cry over wif. nothing is worth anyone's tears.
i dunno why i wrote this stupid entry anyway. off to work! (:
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