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i think im so disappointed wif my sis. i dunno why larh but she seems to be indulged in his and her own world. like WTH larh. got boyfriend can action isit. wah im so pissed can. though zhiyi say im jealous cos he sort of 'snatch' my sis away from mi. but i think maybe right from e start is true larh. but slowly i realised its not because im jealous but its really irritating to be treated by her lidat!

isit true tt ppl tend to treat their stead much more better then their frens of family? is like i lived wif her for 17 years. and she wun even let mi noe bout some things of hers larh. but he jus got to noe her for a few months only. not even one year okie. and he gets to noe e deepest secret of hers. and how can she let mi noe by mentioning e issue right in front of mi?! i dun mind if i din get to noe bout this. but she shouldnt make it so damn obvious larh. and she is damn freaking bias. how i wish tt guy disappear soon. okie im bad i noe i noe! but dere is hell loads of things happened and i cant stand it anymore larh!

and ive been losing my sleep all this while because of him too. like HELLO. do u noe tt its quite weird to sleep down there wif a GUY whom u barely noe or tok to, went into UR ROOM and erm. chat or watever? to u all maybe its no big deal but when this situation really happens den u will noe how terrible i felt at tt point of time. and its not once only. its been like god-knows-how-many-times already. and because he ALWAYS come in when i sleep, i felt so uneasy wif a total stranger in my room. and thus, i din get to sleep much too.

and one more thing that make mi finally volcano explode is on sunday. and its like in e middle of e nite. she is toking to him. and wth i dunno why she go and listen to e stupid mr brown thing. and laugh damn loud as if she wans e whole world to noe tt she is listening to a not so funny thing but laugh till stomach pain kind. at tt point of time. i really wan to go to e kitchen to take a chopper and jus chop off her head. or better still. stuff her head inside e toilet bowl.

well so wat if she finished her exams already? dun she noe tt im mugging everyday outside and barely had enough sleep already? im like damn tired and for goodness sake i have sch e next day. and i wanted to get rid of my dark eye bags and eye circles but she dun allow mi to! jus because she is toking to e phone wif him den tt allows her to disregard bout how i feel isit? even way before they got together, she had been doin this to mi almost every nite if they happen to tok on e phone. tok so loudly like some stupid old auntie toking in e bus or train lidat.

i dun understand why she is so inconsiderate. and she is so selfish. as in. she dun allow mi to make a single bit of noise when she is sleeping. and im not allowed to tok on e phone in e room so i always ended up toking in e living room. but wat bout her? why she can do things tt she dun allow mi to? jus because she is my elder sis tts why she can command mi and yet she can do e reverse thing? she is always lidat. since young, she have always been e one telling mi not to do this not to do tt. but i dun haf a choice. even if i told her not to do this and tt. she dun even care at all. she assume tt she can do watever she wan because younger sis is suppose to listen to e words of elder sis. i have had enough of all this nonsensical shit. i dun wan to start quarreling wif her over this stupid guy. anyway i dun think is tt guy's fault. in fact if my sis is mature enough to go thru all this shit in her head, perhaps none of this would have happened. i told my mum tt if next time i haf a boyfriend, i will surely do e same thing back to her. to let her noe how i feel exactly. but my mum told mi not to be so bad so i decided to be back as a kind soul ive always been. (: but if she still continue to be like this den im not sure wat i will do in e future. =x maybe not larh. say say only ma to make myself feel better =.=

im utterly disappointed in her. ive nv did all this to u. i respected u. but how do u treat mi back in? shit. shit. and more shit.

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