♥ Date: Thursday, September 21, 2006 
today has been a really bad day. in fact these few days were disastrous. kinda lost my motivation to study. and promos is like 11 more days and im right here slacking like nobody's business. i dunno why but my clique seems restless nowadays. or perhaps its mi only larh. haha. and ive started to sort of isolate myself from e rest and i dunno why. jus dun feel like toking and wanting to be alone in some stupid quiet place which ive been trying to search for but to no avail.
talked about issues today in class with dennis and pierre. and i think ive got influenced by dennis somehow. haha. i feel so lethargic now. shouldnt i be mugging now instead of thinking about the alternatives routes to take after my promos? if im in other jcs i guess i wun be worrying so much about my promos. conclusion: mj sucks.
stress. stress. and more stress. today had this stress management talk. like hello. wats e point of organising this stupid talk when it doesnt help at all. and do u think tt coping stress is tt easy? u gave us so much stress and now u wan us to manage our stress. like we got time lidat larh! if studying is for our own good, isnt it suppose to be allowing us to study in a way which makes us feel tt education is fun instead of pressurising us to score well for exam and get ur degree if not we will end up not getting a decent job in the near future? i seriously think tt singapore should change the education system if not the suicidal rate for students will increase over the years. or maybe not suicide but the numbers going to IMH will surely rise.
okay i think ive been crapping some nonsensical stuffs today. emo emo emo. someday somehow i really wish to vanish into e thin air. =x
tag replies:
jia - haha. ya recovering already. u oso jiayou for promos ah! (:
syahida - haha. will take care de. mi blur? o.O haha. okay a bit only larh. lol (:
kor - eh bio got a lot of things need to memorise ma. haha. er confirm e time and place tmr bah.
zhiyi - haha. thanks ar. sort of recover le but now a bit dun feel like studying. lol. okay anyway jia you for promos!
yi hao - haha ya feeling better now. and no i dun miss u. (:
   
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