♥ Date: Wednesday, September 03, 2008
haha ppl over there at e tagboard. wats wrong with my eoy aim huh. nt very absurd wat. haha!
anw did a test from jia's blog and e results as of below
Name: Anna
Date: 9/3/2008
Colorgenics Number: 60542137
You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.
You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.
It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.
You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
ok watever it is. i dun quite understand it. haha say until my world is going to fall. or maybe has alr fell. haha but watever it is. im not tt pessimistic! hur
holidays are here and somehow i felt a bit lost. maybe cos i dun have to mug constantly anymore and that makes my life so empty out of e sudden. been going out everyday. ever since after my exams, ive been out dere playing and what not.
started our badminton exercise on monday! i tell u, my muscles are still aching like hell! haha especially my ever-oh-so-toned deltoid. haha! have i ever mentioned how proud i am towards my deltoid? hahaha and my flat tummyyyyy! hur karen the physiotherapist made me super diu lian over the flat tummy issue. sighh but i will still miss her loads for her crappiness(:
after badminton went to watch 4bia! OMG i tell u im e silliest girl of all. i know the story plot. i know where the ghost is gonna be at but i still scream when e ghost appear. sighh=.= wat the hell am i doing, lol felt so diu lian.
and yesterday went little india with poly clique. haha and we spent like dunno how long inside mustafa. cos mustafa is 24hours so no matter how late it is, the atmosphere and everything still looks e same! haha said by jieying. and i burst out laughing. toking about our clinicals, i still think tt me and jieying are the luckiest souls on earth. heart karen and fauzan! =D
been raining fat cats and fat dogs recently. and always at e point of time when im supposed to get out of house! rah so im always late nowadays. hahaha dun blame me! blame the weather! lol
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