♥ Date: Friday, August 14, 2009
sometimes it wouldnt work even if u keep telling ppl that u have self discipline. cos that doesnt happen, it's jus all talk no action. to think i woke up at 10am jus to study and now i haven even complete anything yet. that's the negative effects of having a laptop and playing real hard before the start of exams. the momentum hasnt set in yet, and gosh, all i could think of now is "where should i play during my holidays" =.=
no external stimulus to motivate me to stick my eyes on those disgusting notes. because as far as i know, this house is too empty and quiet for me to hear encouraging words. so that's the reason why i dun really want to study at home but sometimes, ppl jus dun understand. is it cos of too little trust, or jus personal preferences?
thought through it and let it go. isnt that the best way to get things going? it doesnt matter how ppl think, or look at you because wat matters most is how you view yourself. if ppl dun care about ur existence, den why should u care about them. live ur life the way u want to be, that you will still lead a happy life without them interfering you. and in any case, if the love is not the same as before, den wat's the point of keeping it(:
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